
Monday, February 28, 2005
What shud you do...If it happened to you?
I went out with Nik the other day...we used to be bestfriends...when we are younger...when we had so much things in common...like classes together...homework and assignments...whatever.
Then time came that we got to do everything on ourself because we are not in the same course, staying at different palces and basically too busy with our boyfriend to keep the friendship alive...we then created new circles of friends...and really got no choice but to abandon the friendship...until last week when we go out together again...we went for swimming...and dinner...and movie...It's akward at first (after all those years) but I had a good time...nevertheless.
And besides that, we shared stories...about ourself, relationship...friends...exchanging gossips...yeah the gurl thang...and that's when she told me about this guy...let me named him...Mel...(not actual name of course).
I know this guy...Mel...He had a crushed on Nik when we were bestfriend in the younger days...but I never thought it goes far...but it did somehow...But Nik got a boyfriend then...and I also knew this guy...Ady, who used to be our classmate. To be frank I don't really like Ady as Nik boyfriend...but he seemed really serious about Nik at that time...so I just watched and kept my mouth shut.
However, Ady is staying in somewhere else...quite faraway...and Mel is here in KL...so basically this guy...(Mel) took advantage of Ady non-existence time...to get closer to Nik...but well, we all knew what he meant was actually to win Nik over Mel...
I guess after Nik broke up with Ady...Mel was more than happy to have Nik...I don't know if they got in a relationship...I mean a serious relationship...but I knew something was going on.
Recently...Nik told me that Mel is married...but Nik knew this from someone else, from our circles of friends too...Nik told me that Mel rang her a few days before but speak nothing about his wedding...Mel also denied that he is engaged at that time when Nik brought up the subject.
When they go out Mel was like trying to hold Nik...as if nothing has changed...as if he is not engaged...Nik was kinda hurt but she managed to be calm...up front when she told me the story. Basically, Mel is a liar...and so screwed up...and doesn't deserve to be with Nik at all.
Last Saturday we when for a movie...me & Nik...the movie "Being Julia" was fine...we enjoyed it very much...after the movie Nik wanted to go to the toilet...and that's when we saw Mel and his wife...the newlyweds.
I was like...o-my-god-this-was-really-good-drama...Mel was trying to avoid Nik...obviously but then I was also there...and he knew me too...besides we already caught each other attention...so we all said hi at last...and that's when Mel who got no choice at all but to introduce her...to Nik...He said this is so and so...(I could not recalled her name)...and we shaked hand...and Mel said this is Lina and Nik my friend from so and so faculty.
I knew that Mel is uneasy or akward and hoping for the meeting to disperse as quickly as possible...he dare not to make any eye contact with Nik...but his wife is so warm towards us...asking the movie that we watched...are we working or studying and whatever possible...questions...and basically Nik was just nodding...and I gotta do all the talking...
When we finally move on...I gave a loud laugh...I mean that's what you get when you are lying Mel...a whole white lie...and guess what you are caught red handed.
And Nik was like do you notice that he doesn't have a nerve to watch me in the eyes...liar!!! Men are not to be trusted...That's what Nik said. I knew she was hurt...and maybe angry and quite surprised with what's coming just a few minutes ago.
I guess she was quite ok...I asked what she wanna do after we went to the toilet and she said she wanna go home...only to discover the next day by another friend that she was damned upset...Poor Nik..


Saturday, February 19, 2005
Mr Foxy...
I would like to introduce my new friend...Mr. Foxy the fox with nice fur

Tadaa!! He's resting on the couch (waiting for me to finsh my work)
So this is what I got from my fiancee...remember the other day when I was commenting that he called me...and I was like so upset because he didn't get any souvenir for me... and being non expressive...whatever
Heh...heh...well he bought Mr. Foxy (suka bangat aku!) I really love Mr.Foxy fur a lot and it reminds me of HIMSELF a lot...So last night I brought Mr.Foxy to the office and meet some of my collegues...so there's one pic Mr. Foxy with Linda

And there's Mr. Foxy with Aida and the next pic is Mr Foxy with Romy...

Suddenly Mr. Foxy is a celebrity...and of course he wants his picture to be taken with me...so this is Me and Mr.Foxy.

Right...
That's all folks...
Currenly I'm busy at work...so...I'll write more later...daaa!!!

Monday, February 14, 2005
IT'S VALENTINE'S DAY...
So this year...is truly the year when I gotta be alone on Valentine...but it doesn't mean anything because today is Monday woohoo!!! and all I gotta do is stay in the office get my butt busy...with whatever...chores waiting after those long holidays...and to add more to the none existence feeling of Valentine is starting today I got to stay back and finished my share of work...so basically hah...hah...that's great!!!
Anyway...I wrote to him two cards...emm one is due last year...but whadda hacked...it's been lying in the closet with no one to address it (unless him...of course la heh...heh) so there it goes two Valentine's cards for my fiancee.
I'll remember how akward we were...last year...one week into the relationship...and then came Valentine's day...when we were broke really...and really got nothing to spoiled ourself...
Now all I could wish for is HIM to be myside...full stop no extras needed. And thanks for the miracle...it's absolutely not the cupid...but how the fate made our pass crossed...we really can't figure out..not yet...I was wishing hard that we could get in touch on the day of our first anniversary...and as I was lying before I went to bed that night when he called me...he was in Malacca strait...heading to Port Klang...asking if I could meet him tomorrow in Port Klang...
I was stunned as if my prayer has been answered...and more to it we actually got the chance to meet each other...which was really a release...after all the tense moments of letting him go to work...(unwillingly really)
~ There has been not a day gone by that I feel like wanna stop from loving him...~
MUAHHSSSS!!!!
LOVE YA!!!

Monday, February 07, 2005
:: The First Anniversary ::
Last year I said yes to himself when he asked me would I love to get serious with him...I don't take too much time to think...it just happened...in split second he got my reply in a sms...It's a positive reply...after a whole night of smses...
I didn't know why I fall for him...really at that time because we had went out for less than a week...there were smsing...our first meeting with his cousin in Coffea Bean...a session on YM...an outing in a rainy day we ended in IKEA...and 2 movies - The Samurai & School Of Rock...and I just follow my heart...
Today...of course I had learnt a lot from that first meeting and day on...and we went a step forward on November...by getting engaged...so far so good.
I just hope and I'll pray that this will be the one of the very best things that ever happened to me...I'm not perfect but I'm learning to make the relation work...
Happy First Anniversary!!!

Friday, February 04, 2005
"I'm full..."
Thank you to my boss...who intentionally wants me to get involves in the convention and get busy and get connected...then he got me hooked with another organisation...anyway thanks for the introduction...sir!
I gotta chance to visit KL HILTON...emmm kewl...and the best part of course lunch on them...hah...hah...and I just wish I could stay there for free...Don't I really love luxuries?
Besides that...nothing much really...I'm looking forward for the chinese new year holidays...five days holidays in a row...and I got to do nothing but being lazy...so that's great...how I love holidays...

Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Ouchhh!!!
I was having a good time...by the very least way that I could during the weekends...Oh well I went out...hang out with my best friend...mat some people...have some talk...splurge on something...make the other friend pay for our dinner...hell,just the normal stuff on a weekends...nothing special.
I got an invitation to visit this gym in One Utama...The Celebrity Fitness...but I couldn't make it...because I'm invited to test drive and unofficially be the first person to drive my bestfriend new Honda City...hah...hah...she just gotten her license and it's a new car...so I guessed that she trust me on her car...that I will not cause an accident or any scratch to the car...while swarming through the traffic in KL...on Saturday...so fine with me...
Then we went to collect the holiday voucher that I won...3 days 2 nights stay at any three of Swiss Garden Hotel...either in Damai Lumut,Kuatan or here in KL...I haven't decided which one yet...and we were brief about the Swiss Garden Vacation Club...bla...bla...bla...It is really intetresting...a cute guy...that confused us by saying we are not oblige to join the club but kept on persuading...hah...hah...nice try anyway .
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I kept myself at home on Sunday...the lazy day...and do nothing except for some domestic cleaning work...basically I'm contented.
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But last night...I guessed I was supposed to be happy when HIMSELF gave me a call...well before that call I was kinda get carried away...decorating the house with flowers...there are roses in my room...and mixed flowers in the living hall...bamboo in the kitchen (exactly like inside my boss room)...I was basically happy.
Then as I was about to sleep he rang me...but it was like so weird...and not at all the usually phone call...Just imagined he asked if I was ok...and I said basically I'm fine...and then he was like you should be fine right?...I mean hey...could he said something more comforting...more soothing...
And to top up how lousy and unromantic the conversation was, he said emm...He didn't think that he could write to me as often because the UMS system what so ever...and then in my mind I was like great!...and he explained that he was tired...bla...bla...bla...and then he asked do I write to him...well of course I've just finished two letters four days before and soon there will be some cards...pages and pages of letter...and when I heard that he had no time for me...I was like emmm burnt all those letter...I don't want to write to him too...he don't have time for me...huh?
As if that was not enough he said...hey I got a few souvenirs I bought...emm wood carvings...marble...bla...bla...bla...for your mum, for my friend but nothing for you...you could picked it up when I reached Port Klang...but there's nothing for you...THANK YOU very much for being so transparent. I hope you could just kept that to yourself...and stopped hurting me...
Arghhh...how could he?!!! sob...sob...sob...take away everything with just few words...