Friday, December 10, 2004
I've been told that this would happen...and that's what happenin' now...and I hate it...I should be happy...but I guess I get lost on my way there...and I pray and I pray that everything will rest on it's place again...
I'm sorry that...I've turned so fragile and all I could listen is myself...and my tears is my bestfriend...and loneliness is what I craved. Sometimes I just don't know where to turn... I'm scared...I'm all messed up.
I felt damned helpless...we've been into fight most of the days...I missed the days when we could be silly...or just havin' a good time...Don't get me wrong I didn't mean that all I wanna have is fun...but I miss those laid back time.
Sometimes I wanna avoid him all together ...I don't wanna talk to him...I don't wanna meet him...I'm sick that we get into fight over nothing and if that's the only way I could avoid us from hurting each other than be it...but...
I miss him than...huk...huk...huk
All I get to remind me is that no matter what happened we still love each other...and I love him always!!!
