
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
"Aidilfitri Blessing"
Emm...I think I must gettin' really old (the same phrase again?) duh?!! Because I for once doesn't really felt anything when the Hari Raya was just around the corner...
Just imagined...I don't even have the mood to go shopping...something must be quite not right...and above all the must visit place for Hari Raya shopping...of course the very famous and crowded Jalan TAR...well I never been there all along Ramadhan...and the very thought of it...is a big shopping turn off...(org ramai...ari ujan...sesak...jammed...arghh).
When I do go for shopping...I was kinda do a lot of reasoning for myself...which is very strange...and I was like asking myself do you need that for Hari Raya?...if the answer was "NO" so I just walked away...and I found that all the things on display are...emm how should I said?...TAK MENARIK...NOT INTERESTING...whatever.
Well...maybe being stuck here...on Hari Raya was kinda driving me go upset...and bored...emm...I don't go anywhere and it's a long holiday...even if I come back to KL...I guess most of my fwens will still not be available...balik kampung dan bersuka ria...arghhh!!! this must be the hari raya that I'm damned upset...huk...huk...huk...what's wrong with me?
And this Aidilfitri...I got a total of 6 nieces and nephews...instead of four the last hari raya...see I'm an auntie...and I got to give a lot of duit raya...and that means I'm old enough...am I? and I called home to asked my mom if she needed anything new tudung? brooches...kueh raya?...sob...sob...sob...and nobody asked me if I need anything...sob...sob...sedey nyer :( kite...
Anyway...it could be my last hari raya...being single...hah...hah...We will get engaged soon...heh...heh...no detail yet...I'll keep an update when it really happened...emm and because of that my sister gave me 10 pieces rm5 notes all the new notes... a Hari Raya "Seng Pau" ~ Paket Hijau (Ang Pau ~ Paket Merah)... my last duit raya...sob...sob...sob

Tuesday, November 09, 2004
"Lagi 4 Hari Nak Raya..."
Woke up late everyday...eversince this Ramadhan...and towards the end hell all I wanna do is sit at home and do nothing...It has been the wetest Ramadha ever...with heavy downfall almost everyday lately.
I got a lot of strange things happening to me lately...this Ramadhan...I mean a lot of things that I didn't do the Ramadhan before...I must be getting old...oh my gawd!!! This is unbelieveable...
Emm...lunch time will be over in 5 minutes...buhsannyer...Gotta go...I'll update more afterward...Anyway...today I will be going to Hilton PJ...a buffet at last...for my breaking fast...on sumbody else expenses...haha...till then

Friday, November 05, 2004
"It's raining eversince..."
It must have been the raining season...and the gloominess and the high moisture environment that I hate...cold,wet,slow,moody...but somehow today I found the reason I should be happy...hehe..hehe
A new niece for Hari Raya...Aleeya or perhaps Alia is born today...can't wait to meet her...Yea! Though it means...more duit raya...duh?! ;)

Tuesday, November 02, 2004
"I smell hatred here...."
I've read it in few blogs, before where some people just hate the writer...and some writer put on this in their blog...I qoute this phrase from Kudin blog http://melawanarus.blogspot.com...which I love...she said.
"Personally I don't give a
shit what you think about what I've been writing here.. My words are my liberty,
my prerogative and my own choice. Kalau tak suka, BOLEH BLAH."
~ Cik Kudin I really love your words and simplicity.
I never meant to find any enemies here...please...don't be so damned sarcastic...don't be damned straight...don't pour your hate on my page...because I don't wanna waste my energy on people like you guys...neither.