Rain..rain..go away..
Lina wants to jog today..
Hah..hah!!!
It's raining..It's pouring..
The Old man is snooring..
la..la..la..la..
And bump his head and couldn't get up in the morning...
Emmm..I can't recall the rest of the song
(That is a children song that kept on playing in my head this evening..it was raining..I learned from Umar's & Ali's (my nephew) Barney VCD..kewl ehh?
I've been trying to update my blog for the last few days..but this idiot computer get hang everytime I nearly finished...pouring all of my heart..damned!!!! Penat jer mencurah perasaan ke daun keladi..
I'm feeling much much better..I've suceeded in my quest to throw away all the virus that cause me to have flu..no more coughing..no more sore throat..at last..
Heh..what to write ehh? Hah the last time I was commenting on AIM 2004 - IT SUCKS..!!!! trust me..
~ Afdlin was not the MC...that's why..Harith & Bob Lokman never seemed to be compatible together..tak sesuai..
~ Maybe the theme of the night is the 80's..that's why everyone has big hair..CT..Liza Hanim..Ning..but CT obviously had a big ears..What a big ears u had..granny..huduh..huduh..
~ The performance..emm..I only like two of the rest one is the revival of Wings,Lefthanded and May...the next one was the one when Spider and M Nasir sang "Mentera Semerah Padi"..ok..ok..one more credit for Ella..
~ Next..the worst performance goes to..Malay version of My All - Originally sing by Mariah Carey..in that particular song sang by CT, Liza Hanim, Siti Sarah and Ning..the combination is just..hell..!!! With CT in the chorus..and Ning just didn't fit the other girls (But don't get me wrong..Ning really can sing)..And the translation..I give my all..to have just one more night with you..become..Kuberikan jiwa dan..whatever..hah..hah..funny!!!
~ Don't they have local issue to joke about rather than William Hung?!!..because obviously there will be people who don't understand the joke..
~ And the worst dress goes to..CT black-and-red-count-dracula-look-alike dress-that-was-really-hideous...
With that I rest my case!
Hell..I must got nothing to do..that's why I got time to waste on all those nonsense..anyway..who cares..
Last night..I went for a movie..I actually had watch the movie..ok..ok..it is called ..50 first date..I think it is so sweet..and I just love to watch Drew Barry more..I love it..the first time I went with himself..and as i watched the movie last night...it reminds me of him..u are so sweet yang!!!! As if he is reading duh?!
I planned to put some background song to the site..a song by Sarah Maclachlan called "I will remember you" but I just cant find the site which host the song..any idea anyone?!!
~I Will Remember You~
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories....
15th April 2004
Currently...not in the mood to do anything..
Listening to..Love Actually OST..
Where about...In the office
Sayang,
This is actually the very first night..
that I had to brave myself to go to sleep and do just that..
that I had to understand that there will be no night chat..that we usually had when you are not here in KL..
that I had nothing to look forward after work..
that this is my fact of life for the next few months
Hell...
Why do I have to be so weak now...
Well..It's 11.40 p.m...I had just arrived to the office an hour ago...
Gotta do some stuff here..
But as I looked at all the picture mosaics ..
I just cried..
You know what your face is still fresh in my mind..
And I don't really need the pictures to remind me of you..
But..on the other hand having the picture is like having you here..
Watching me..minus the voice...
I MISS U A LOT SAYANG....I REALLY DO
6 months = 30 x 6
180 days
180 days = 180 x 24
4320 hours
U said a trip will be about 58 days..
Maybe you make 3 trips
A trip = 58 days
3 trips = 174 days
= 4176 hours
This is your first day..at work..Which means 173 days to go...huk..huk..huk..
U called me at your lunchbreak..
U told me that you are moving further..
that we might get disconnected..just in case you get out of the coverage area..
U asked me do I feel sad..and I lied.."I'm fine sayang"
Well the truth is this is not all right to me..
Hmm..enough said..I feel like crying again..chiow!
19th APRIL 2004 – 3.20p.m
Health: Stuck with flu..it has been like this since Friday
Listening to: Crumbs – Disagree
Hmm..nothing much pretty exciting..but let me recap what had been left out..
15th – I’m really lost at work..Ehsan was trying to persuade me so that I could complete all his work by tomorrow..get a good lecture from my boss for being absent for two days..Great! and all of this was because somebody gotta big mouth..
16th – I’m a total mess..Ehsan is still after me..HELL! I got a meeting with my client at 11.00 a.m..I’m still not prepared with the documents..Call the client at 11.20 a.m..tell them that I’m sorry that I can’t make it because I’m still in the meeting…somewhere else..LIAR!LIAR! So what? I send some negative to be develop,,can’t wait to see the pic
17th & 18th – First weekend that I really don’t have any damned plan…My best friend is not here in KL..Himself is of course will not be available till the next 6months..goodness..So does Romeo..My sis called me around 11.00
Sis : Hey I will be back in S today ..so do you want me to bring your sunnies along? ( I left the sunnies at her home few weeks back)
Me : Emm..yeah that will be fine
Sis : So you are coming back this week?
Me : I think so..got no plan this week
Sis : Ok..see u then
Me : OK..Bye!
20th April 2004 – Feel so lonely..get connected tru the net..but I just don’t feel like talking..I’m bored..My broadband modem was broke..so I had to used the normal dial up net connection..It was horribly slow..Felt like cursing..My computer get hanged for few times..ARRRGHH!!! What’s up with all the gadgets?!!!
21st & 22nd April 2004 - I'm totally lost..work sucks..I hate this particular client..still stuck wit the flu..sroottttt..srootttt..my running nose and sore throat..it's been a week like this...why on earth that I've been so sick..I miss HIMSELF A LOT!! I really don't know who I should turn to..to pour out everything build inside me..Night time..is unbearable horrible..In fact the whole week is kinda sucks..and I hate everything about this week..ARGGGHHHHH!!!!!
Friday, April 30, 2004
